Cloudy with a chance of a shower and strong winds

It's been a long time come so much has been going on as of late I'm not really sure where to start but here goes I undertook a journey back to the inner depths of darkness a few days ago, you may say huh well it's simple many moons ago I walked away from a situation that pushed me to nearly a point of no return in a place I called home, I was filled with so much intense confliction, hate and hurt I saw there was no other choice but to walk away and so I did and I guess that's what brings me to today's story. I returned back to western Australia not expecting anything but hoping for everything and yet I guess expecting nothing was good because nothing did happen I never got back what I wanted but what amazed me was leading up to my departure and time in WA how many people I had looking out for me and my welfare while I was there, it was truly amazing to see people from all corners of the country from all different walks of life jumping in to insure I didn't fall back into the path of darkness, and I'll tell you what I was close the intense feelings that flowed through my viens as the plane landed and I looked around my old surroundings and haunts and these weren't good feelings but more feelings of hate and hurt and after a day or two it came to me I'm not ready to fight this fight just yet, I may have come a long way in the months leading up to this but sadly I'm only half ready. I learnt so much about me and why I do the things I do in the short time I was over there but one of the biggest things I learnt is I no longer call that place home, they say home is where the heart is well my friends my heart is not there any more and I dont think ever will be but now I'm on the hunt for a new place to call home so if anyone out has any ideas let me know I'm a single male with a little baggage pays my own way and incredibly fun to be round please let me know if you have an idea for me haha so the forecast for cloudy with a chance of showers is now over in my life for the time being and beautiful spring weather is on the horizon for the next few months I tried it I tested it and know now it will never be so my life of the travelling wanderer is no longer on hold in fact its only just kicked into 2nd gear stay tuned so many new ideas will be coming through soon and the entire theme of how this very page comes to you is bout to be revamped and spruced up welcome to my new life stay tuned