moving on

a couple nights ago i met this beautiful woman, friendly and a blast to be around. i havnt been around anyone like that for a long time and i started to feel again ? Now dont get me wrong i didnt fall in love with this woman but for the first time in a long time i felt my heart beat. Should i feel guilty ? I dont think so my life needs to feel those feelings again, i felt them with the last woman i was with but the constant control turned me away i hope the best for her in her new future where ever it may take her i really do but it my time to become whole again i need to become whole