call me a doctor

i told the world one day i would pay it back
say it on tape and lay it, record it
so that one day i could play it back
but i dont even know if i would leave it when im saying that
ya'll start to creep in, everyday its so grey and black
hope i just need a ray of that
cause no one sees my vision when i play it for them
they just say its whack
they dont know what dope is
and i dont know if i was awake or asleep when i wrote this
all i know is you came to me when i was at my lowest
you picked me up, breeding life in me
i owe my life to you
before the life of me, i dont see why you dont see like i do
but it just dawned on me you lost a son
see this light in you, its dark, let me turn on the lights brighten me and lighten you
i dont think you realise what you mean to me
not the slightest clue cause you and me were like a crew
i was your side kick
you either going to wanna fight me when i finish writing this
or your going to wanna hug me
cause im not an option, theres nothing else i can do cause
im bout to loose my mind
youve been gone for so long
im running out of time
i need a doctor
call me a doctor
i need a doctor 'to bring me back to life