simple pleasures

my god its the simple pleasures that we often miss the most. for me just being able to read a zoo mag is amazing, you see its not the tits and arse for me its the pub rants and new tech that i love reading and the true storys i really enjoy also but for me to be controlled the way i was and to have even the most basic of things taken away this kind of thing is a big deal for me. another thing ive missed for along time is the ability to be able to talk to mates and see them. Ive spent a great deal of time seeing my mates lately and i wonder to myself why was this so hard to let me have before, its not like i would of cheated or left her but yet in my darkest hour of need things were taken from me but i suppose there are reasons for everything and why it is done and i guess i will never know those reasons as i have so many questions to why things went the way they did. But if the answer does come one day i know today or tomorrow wont be that day i find my answers so i am moving forward and enjoying the way things have turned out so far, yes i miss my old life but as each day im away from that life the more and more i know that this is my life now or should i say for the time being, rest assured everyday im getting happier and healthier and thats all i wanted all along ..................................................................................