Karma

Ive been thinking a lot lately about how to deal with past situations and if revenge is the answer or simply walking away is the best course of action. Dont get me wrong i am living my own life now which is something i always needed to without the control of someone else dictating every little move i make but my memories still remain, and i guess they always will its just how i choose to deal with those memories which will be the true key to my salvation. Ive always been blessed with a photographic memory but with this blessing has also brought a curse cause reliving bad memories day in day out is never healthy for anyone. So really what im trying to say is letting it go really the answer or going back to biblical times where eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth was everyday practise. I want to be a better man but something inside of me tells me a childs life is priceless so for that to be taken away so cruelly what is the comeback for that life to be stripped away by someone so selfish, what is the price for that? Karma is a bitch and i dare say a fair few of us have faced our demons at some piont in our life, and ill tell you what i have face a number of demons in my time for all the wrong things i have ever done and trust i have done wrong in so many walks of life, but i have faced up to my mistakes and i am making good on rectifying them as we speak. Im still confused though because even though my life is getting better i still have that unmistakable urge to right the wrongs and see to it that justice is served, but to see justice be served my way does that mean sacrificing my own soul to do it or let karma take over which is an almost certain thing. I know so many people have so many different views either way i understand to truely move forward in life then all anger and pain from the past must be let go and that is i guess a hard act to follow. Time will tell for me how things go i guess either way ive been mad and the kinda man that im not so time to grow up you might say, well i will agree i need to grow up and let go of a lot. My judgement day has come and gone and only i can see to it that i dont face that again. I know my back is well looked after but i need to do this on my own. Everything that has happened in the end will make me stronger and each day im getting stronger by the day and i believe letting go of any hurt or anger will see me through to a happier life. But i will say this karma is a bitch and it does have a way of sneaking up on people when they least expect it so if your out there karma hear my plea