Tuesday, March 22, 2011

25 to life

I dont think she understands the sacrifices that i made
Maybe if this bitch had acted right i would of stayed
But ive already wasted over half my life
I would of laid down and died for you
I no longer cry for you No more pain bitch
You took me for granted Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt i can no longer stand it
Now my respect i demand it imma take control of this relationship
Command it and im going to be the boss of you now goddammit
And what i mean is i will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you totally devoted to you why i stayed
Faithful all the way this how i get fucking repaid
Look at how i dress fucking baggy sweats go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you i aint even heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me i deserve respect
Ive done my best to give you nothing less then perfectness
And i know that if i end this i will no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase its time to fucking step
And i wont be coming back so dont hold your fucking breath
You know what youve done no need to go in depth
I told you you'd be sorry if i fucking left i laughed while you wept
Hows it feel now ? yeah funny aint it you neglected me did me a favor
let all my spirit free you've said got special place in heart for you in my heart
that i have kept its unfortunate but its like
when i bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cuz that aint good enough you  expect me to fold myself in half till i snap
Dont think im loyal all i do is work how can i moonlight on the side
i have no life outside of that dont i give you enough of my time
You dont think so do you jealous when i spend time with friends
Why im married to you still man i dont know but tonight im serving you
With papers im divorcing you go marry someone else and make them famous
And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat em like you dont need them and they aint worthy of you
Feed em the same shit that you made me eat im moving on forget you
Oh now im special i didnt feel special while i was with you
All i felt was this helplessness imprsioned by a selfish bitch
Chew me out and spit me out i fell for this so many times
Its ridiculousand still i stick with this, im sick of this
And addiction your addictive as they get evil as they come
Vindictive as they make them my friends keep asking me
Why i cant just walk away from im addicted to the pain the stress
The drama im drawn to shit so i guess im a mess
Cursed and blessed but this time i aint changing my mind
Im climbing out the abyss your screaming as i walk out that ill be missed
But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you
You left me off your list fuck you dena im leaving you
My life sentence has been served bitch

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