no more

well today my journey took me one step closer to complete freedom, even though to some people ive had it for a little while now, its only now that i truly feel at peace and in a happier place within myself. Now dont get me wrong i still have a long way to go to erase the last nearly 10 yrs of bullshit and heartache but ive taken the right steps forward to ensure i can deal with it and be more at peace. For the 1st time i look to the future with hope and inner peace and my friends that makes me a happy person. I know there is still a bumpy ride ahead but at least i will be in control this time instead of having someone else pulling the strings. Ive never understood why people need to control other people and i guess i never will know but i have learnt my lesson in life so far up until now and with many more lessons still to learn i know that i will never follow the path of darkness again, and ill be damn sure no one else will help put me there again its 11:24 eastern standard time and im signing out stay strong people :)