mining wage on a council mans job

If i died tomorrow would my memories fade away, i cant remember have i said all i can say. Today my journey took me to all corners of the new valley and i got to spend the day with a very good friend of mine, and like usual i can always rely on my friends wise words to put everything in perspective. Have you ever heard the saying nigger rich? now im not being rascist but it is a saying. It means that you may have the money to buy a really expensive car but not have the money to put the fuel in or so the analigy goes but more so its you live day to day pay check to pay check, you have really nice things but your always broke. Well thats me nigger rich now thinking about he was so right, he also gave me more wise words of wisdom. they are always happy with the mining wage but expect a council mans job, Now i dont mean to put any females offside but i can say for sure both women i have had in my life fit that saying both females had no dramas spending every cent i made on what ever they wanted but couldnt handle the job i had to do to get it. Sad isnt it, credit cards, house loans, car loans you name it. Just kept on coming just like they wanted day in day out all they had to do was ask. I went over board with the last ex i went all out with her, now why did i do it ? maybe my insecurities got the better of me and i thought i wasnt good for anything else and she certainly didnt make me believe anything else. I dont know where i would be without my mate in my life he has such a way of putting things in such a way that no matter which way you look at it you know he speaks the truth how many of you out there have been in the same boat?