a new beginning

its 12:32 am and i cant sleep, i wonder why. so much stuff running through my head, the woman i loved my 2 beautiful children and my totally awseome friends. today at 10 am the next part of my journey begins and yes im an scared shitless. a whole new world is waiting for me to discover it and im about to embark on a journey of self discovery and spiritual healing. To my friends cass and katie i love you both dearly with out you in my life for the last 10 years i would of been lost, your both true friends to me and i will always hold a special place in my heart for both of you. But sadly soon i will have to leave both of you as i have left everyone else to find out where that person you met so long ago has gone. I will always be around either by phone or facebook and if you ever need me just call and i will come to help, the journey is nearly under way and its time to move forward and rebuild thank you to all of you out there couldnt do it with out you time for me to sign out but i will be back to share my new life with everyone